{"id":6688,"date":"2019-03-02T07:00:36","date_gmt":"2019-03-02T06:00:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/?p=6688"},"modified":"2019-03-02T07:00:36","modified_gmt":"2019-03-02T06:00:36","slug":"czy-zycie-ma-sens","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/?p=6688","title":{"rendered":"Czy \u017cycie ma sens?&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201ePisz\u0119 do pani b\u0119d\u0105c tak naprawde totalnie bez \u017cadnych ch\u0119ci do \u017cycia i \u017cadnego poczucia sensu \u017ceby \u017cy\u0107. Ko\u0144cz\u0119 liceum i jest u mnie bardzo \u017ale. Z pozoru wydaje si\u0119 ok. Wracam ze szko\u0142y do domu i czuje, jakby ca\u0142a moja dusza bola\u0142a mnie i p\u0142aka\u0142a najmocniej jak sie da. Opr\u00f3cz tego s\u0142abe jest u mnie to, \u017ce nie lubi\u0119 siebie ani niczego we mnie ani troch\u0119. Kiedy widze siebie na zdj\u0119ciach, filmach lub slysze sw\u00f3j g\u0142os to sie dos\u0142ownie zastanawiam, czemu jestem taki dziwny. I totalnie w tym momencie nie wiem co robi\u0107, dlatego pisze do pani, bo jest pani tak naprawde moja ostatnia nadzieja. Pozdrawiam\u201d<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Czy \u017cycie ma sens?...\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/NYS5W6Hl9zw?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201ePisz\u0119 do pani b\u0119d\u0105c tak naprawde totalnie bez \u017cadnych ch\u0119ci do \u017cycia i \u017cadnego poczucia sensu \u017ceby \u017cy\u0107. Ko\u0144cz\u0119 liceum<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":6689,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6688","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-filmy"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6688","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6688"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6688\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6689"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6688"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6688"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6688"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}