{"id":19019,"date":"2024-12-14T10:26:35","date_gmt":"2024-12-14T09:26:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/?p=19019"},"modified":"2024-12-14T10:26:35","modified_gmt":"2024-12-14T09:26:35","slug":"kazdy-koniec-jest-poczatkiem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/?p=19019","title":{"rendered":"Ka\u017cdy koniec jest pocz\u0105tkiem"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Jak to cudownie, \u017ce wszystkie ko\u0144ce s\u0105 pocz\u0105tkami \ud83d\ude42 Znalaz\u0142am dzisiaj niebiesk\u0105 po\u015bciel, kt\u00f3r\u0105 kupi\u0142am wiele lat temu kiedy po rozstaniu rozpoczyna\u0142am nowe \u017cycie. Mia\u0142a kolor nieba, a ja czu\u0142am si\u0119 samotna, niezrozumiana i nieszcz\u0119\u015bliwa. Kilka lat zaj\u0119\u0142o mi zrozumienie, \u017ce to ja musz\u0119 si\u0119 sob\u0105 zaopiekowa\u0107, bo ja najlepiej wiem czego naprawd\u0119 potrzebuj\u0119. Ta po\u015bciel by\u0142a ze mn\u0105 w ci\u0119\u017ckich czasach i dobrych czasach, a jej dotyk przypomnia\u0142 mi jak bardzo si\u0119 zmieni\u0142am. I przypomnia\u0142am sobie co \u015bpiewa\u0142a kiedy\u015b Nina Simone: <em>You\u2019ve got to learn to leave the table when love\u2019s no longer being served<\/em>: \u201cTrzeba umie\u0107 wsta\u0107 od sto\u0142u kiedy zabraknie na nim mi\u0142o\u015bci\u201d. I czasem podejmujemy takie decyzje ze z\u0142amanym sercem, ale wiedz\u0105c, \u017ce nie ma innej drogi. Na szcz\u0119\u015bcie ka\u017cdy koniec jest jednocze\u015bnie pocz\u0105tkiem. Czego\u015b innego, nowego, jeszcze niewiadomego, co ods\u0142oni si\u0119 we w\u0142a\u015bciwym czasie \ud83d\ude0a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/20231110_111224.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1000\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/20231110_111224-1000x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-19020\" srcset=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/20231110_111224-1000x1024.jpg 1000w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/20231110_111224-293x300.jpg 293w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/20231110_111224-768x787.jpg 768w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/20231110_111224-1500x1536.jpg 1500w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/20231110_111224.jpg 1777w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jak to cudownie, \u017ce wszystkie ko\u0144ce s\u0105 pocz\u0105tkami \ud83d\ude42 Znalaz\u0142am dzisiaj niebiesk\u0105 po\u015bciel, kt\u00f3r\u0105 kupi\u0142am wiele lat temu kiedy po<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":19020,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19019","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-felietony"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19019","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19019"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19019\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/19020"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19019"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19019"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19019"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}