{"id":15617,"date":"2023-06-11T07:35:28","date_gmt":"2023-06-11T05:35:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/?p=15617"},"modified":"2023-06-11T07:35:28","modified_gmt":"2023-06-11T05:35:28","slug":"osiemnastka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/?p=15617","title":{"rendered":"Osiemnastka"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Osiemnaste urodziny. Papierosy, s\u0142odycze i wino. Impreza trwa\u0142a pewnie jak zwykle do rana. Jak w weso\u0142ym miasteczku wagonik \u017cycia zabiera\u0142 mnie do g\u00f3ry, a potem zrzuca\u0142 w d\u00f3\u0142 i wydawa\u0142o si\u0119, \u017ce nie mam nad tym \u017cadnej kontroli, wi\u0119c jedyne, co pozostawa\u0142o, to znieczuli\u0107 si\u0119 alkoholem, muzyk\u0105, snem i nie czu\u0107 emocji, z kt\u00f3rymi nie umia\u0142am sobie radzi\u0107. By\u0142am zagubiona jak w najdzikszej d\u017cungli \u015bwiata. Mo\u017ce dlatego marzy\u0142am o tym, \u017ceby zostawi\u0107 wszystko za sob\u0105, w\u0119drowa\u0107 przez amazo\u0144sk\u0105 puszcz\u0119 i spotka\u0107 tam ludzi, kt\u00f3rzy widz\u0105 i rozumiej\u0105 wszystko zupe\u0142nie inaczej. To co jest najtrudniejsze w \u017cyciu, jest zawsze drogowskazem to tego, co b\u0119dzie najlepsze. Wyruszy\u0142am w ko\u0144cu do d\u017cungli, spotka\u0142am prawdziwych Indian, nauczy\u0142am si\u0119 od nich jak \u017cy\u0107, patrze\u0107, my\u015ble\u0107 i czu\u0107. Zmieni\u0142am pod\u015bwiadome kody w moim umy\u015ble. Dzisiaj jestem jednym z najszcz\u0119\u015bliwszych ludzi na \u015bwiecie \u2764<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/20230611_072917m.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"848\" src=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/20230611_072917m-1024x848.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-15618\" srcset=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/20230611_072917m-1024x848.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/20230611_072917m-300x248.jpg 300w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/20230611_072917m-768x636.jpg 768w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/20230611_072917m.jpg 1500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230531_193832_702.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230531_193832_702-1024x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-15629\" srcset=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230531_193832_702-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230531_193832_702-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230531_193832_702-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230531_193832_702-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230531_193832_702-1536x1536.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230531_193832_702-2048x2048.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Serdecznie dzi\u0119kuj\u0119 za \u017cyczenia i dobre s\u0142owa \ud83d\ude0a Kiedy\u015b chcia\u0142am zapomnie\u0107, \u017ce \u017cyj\u0119, a dzisiaj jestem wdzi\u0119czna za ka\u017cdy dzie\u0144 \ud83d\ude0a Kiedy\u015b urodziny kojarzy\u0142y mi si\u0119 z imprez\u0105 i alkoholem, a dzisiaj ze \u015bwi\u0105tecznym ws\u0142uchaniem si\u0119 w ptaki o \u015bwicie, wycieczk\u0105 rowerow\u0105 i g\u0142osem, kt\u00f3ry w sercu m\u00f3wi do mnie: \u201eKocham ci\u0119!\u201d Urodzinowo \u017cycz\u0119 Wam spe\u0142nienia marze\u0144, odwagi w pod\u0105\u017caniu w\u0142asn\u0105 drog\u0105, odkrywania codziennych cud\u00f3w i rado\u015bci \ud83d\ude0a Dodaj\u0119 bukiet r\u00f3\u017c z mojego ogr\u00f3dka \ud83d\ude0a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230611_181504.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230611_181504-1024x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-15628\" srcset=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230611_181504-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230611_181504-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230611_181504-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230611_181504-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230611_181504-1536x1536.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/IMG_20230611_181504.jpg 1564w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Osiemnaste urodziny. Papierosy, s\u0142odycze i wino. Impreza trwa\u0142a pewnie jak zwykle do rana. Jak w weso\u0142ym miasteczku wagonik \u017cycia zabiera\u0142<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":15618,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15617","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-felietony"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15617","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15617"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15617\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/15618"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15617"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15617"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15617"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}