{"id":11004,"date":"2021-02-16T12:31:24","date_gmt":"2021-02-16T11:31:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/?p=11004"},"modified":"2021-02-16T12:31:24","modified_gmt":"2021-02-16T11:31:24","slug":"wtorek-16-lutego","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/?p=11004","title":{"rendered":"Wtorek 16 lutego"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Kiedy\u015b my\u015bla\u0142am, \u017ce nie umiem kocha\u0107. \u017be ta zdolno\u015b\u0107 u mnie zanik\u0142a, \u017ce na skutek r\u00f3\u017cnych zdarze\u0144 i okoliczno\u015bci po prostu j\u0105 straci\u0142am. My\u015bla\u0142am, \u017ce cierpienie czyni cz\u0142owieka nieczu\u0142ym i uniemo\u017cliwia mu pe\u0142ne odczuwanie mi\u0142osci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Okaza\u0142o si\u0119, \u017ce jest odwrotnie! Tak d\u0142ugo jak by\u0142am mentalnie przywi\u0105zana do tego co zdarzy\u0142o si\u0119 w przesz\u0142o\u015bci,\u00a0 brakowa\u0142o mi duchowej przestrzeni do tego, \u017ceby kocha\u0107. Kiedy w ko\u0144cu wybaczy\u0142am innym i sobie, kiedy pu\u015bci\u0142am przesz\u0142o\u015b\u0107 i moje w\u0142asne zranione emocje, poczu\u0142am w sobie wielk\u0105 mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107, kt\u00f3ra ci\u0105gle ro\u015bnie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nie mam na my\u015bli mi\u0142o\u015bci w zwi\u0105zku, tylko mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 jako dobro,\u00a0 rado\u015b\u0107,\u00a0 \u017cyczliwo\u015b\u0107,\u00a0 ch\u0119\u0107 \u017cycia, wdzi\u0119czno\u015b\u0107,\u00a0 zdolno\u015b\u0107 do rozumienia i wybaczania, empati\u0119.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Teraz wiem, \u017ce umiem i pragn\u0119 kocha\u0107. Ty te\u017c to potrafisz. Otw\u00f3rz serce. Wybacz. Zapomnij o tym co by\u0142o. Kochaj to co jest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kocham Ci\u0119,\u00a0Twoja B.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210216_091436-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11005\" srcset=\"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210216_091436-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210216_091436-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210216_091436-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210216_091436.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kiedy\u015b my\u015bla\u0142am, \u017ce nie umiem kocha\u0107. \u017be ta zdolno\u015b\u0107 u mnie zanik\u0142a, \u017ce na skutek r\u00f3\u017cnych zdarze\u0144 i okoliczno\u015bci po<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":11005,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11004","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-felietony"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11004","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11004"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11004\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/11005"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11004"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11004"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beatapawlikowska.norbibednar.dev\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11004"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}